Where should I go if without doing this?

people here and there......
seemed like busy something that I just can't involve myself!

actually kind of fed up with all this things...but I just can't voice out my dissatisfaction!

Work is part of my life and without it I can't find any meaning in life! If without it, my soul just left empty...vacumm......

I'm not a weak person no matter what kind of situation I faced especially I'm the type of emulative in my life!
Life doesn't seemed easy for me all this while but I choose not to be giving up myself and be a normal person in my present life!
This is what I get now!

I not really so happy with what's the current trend but do time really can prove to me the worthiness of what I give all this while? Or maybe it was another daydream?

Who will knows?
God?

自分の人生今まで、唯一つのことは信じだ、人生の全部のことはパーワだけ決めます！何にも決めません。。。絶対決めません！