ようこそ!自由の世界。

ここに私の空ですよ!
ここに多分大きくなかった、でも特別の世界です。
ここに悦子の自由の空だ!

YES! YES! YES!
yOU are stepping into a freedom world, without border......
AnD this is my place---- ETSUKO home!




Tuesday, June 06, 2006

Promise in heart

Does love will be ending one day?
Does love disappear along with death?
Does waiting is a torture?

I’m waiting for so long, and now should be the time for you to wait? So, please wait for me!!!

I’m really sorry. I’m just can’t follow your steps and go along the way to the happiness. I still have my responsible in here; it is an irresponsible if I just walk away.

Hence, I only can ask for your waiting; it maybe can be a test for us. You take a first step to wait at there; I promise I’ll be coming in time! So, please remember to wait for me, and please don’t forget me!

Human have all the habits: suspicious, jealousy, hatred and so on. However, it is not necessary to release all the inner emotions. The world will face the collapsed if everybody can’t handle their negative emotions efficiently. The most important thing is I’m definitely can’t know you, can’t meet you and also can’t fall in love with you! I always thought that time can change all the things including the feeling of mine towards you. I always thought that there is someone in the future whom can take your place. Well, you know the situation just like the time we sit for exam; when we recheck the answer we choose previously, we mostly will choose another answer! We always think that we are right all the time, but the correct answer for the question is the answer we gave previously!
I always thought that I’ve another chance to meet my happiness; however I’m just forgotten that GOD already has HIS plan: you are my final happiness.

Hence, there is no ending for love, even death can’t stop it! Due to the insisting in love, waiting is no longer a torture!

I knew you will always waiting for my coming, because it is a sincere promise which only belongs to us! I’m the one who kept the promise all this while, now it is your turn.

Remember, my dear, wait for me!

心中的约定

爱,会不会有尽头呢?
爱,会随着死亡消失吗?
等待是不是一件很痛苦的事?

我等了这么久的时间,现在是不是应该轮到你来等待?所以,请一定要等我!

非常抱歉。因为自己实在不能马上就这样随着你的步伐,和你一起通往属于幸福的道路。因为现在这里还有属于自己的责任,我绝对不能就这样将之抛弃,这是不负责任的行为!

所以,我只能请你务必要等待;就当作是你我之间另一个考验情感的约定,现在就请你先过去幸福的终点,我答应你自己一定会在适当的时间在那里和你碰面,而也请你一定等我,别把我也给忘了!

每个人都会有妒嫉、仇恨、猜忌。。。但是并不是每一种的情绪都必须加以宣泄出来;如果每一个人都因为这些负面的情绪而有了报复之心,那么世界就会不平衡了!最为重要的是,自己绝对无法再和你相遇、再和你重逢、再和你相爱!总是以为时间可以冲淡你遗留在自己心中的烙印,以为总是会有其他更为合适的人在等待着自己;但是就好像在考试时,每一回重新检查答案时,都会把答案再加以更改,以为那一定是更为正确的答案,但实际上正确的答案往往却是原本第一次自己所选择的答案;我们之间就好像这样的局面,以为可以拥有替代者,但是却忘了上帝在一开始的时候,其实已经为彼此设定了属于自己的幸福;你,就是我的幸福!

所以爱是不会有尽头的,就连死亡也无法将爱结束。也正因为有了爱的坚定、爱的执著,所以等待更加不会成为痛苦的事!

我知道你会在那里一直等待着自己的到来,因为这是属于我们彼此的约定。过去我一直遵照彼此的约定,现在就轮到了你为我们的约定加以执行。

请记得,等我!

I will follow you...