ようこそ!自由の世界。

ここに私の空ですよ!
ここに多分大きくなかった、でも特別の世界です。
ここに悦子の自由の空だ!

YES! YES! YES!
yOU are stepping into a freedom world, without border......
AnD this is my place---- ETSUKO home!




Monday, December 31, 2007

出走发来!



照片中的每个人都是这样的完美......但是人生当中,是否过于完美的话,其实并不幸福!!!
所以,还是要说每个人都不要过于完美...这样大家才会拥有幸福!!!



今天是2007年的最后一天!
什么样的感觉呢?老实说,并不懂!

只是觉得必须留下些字字片语,才能有所交待吧!

一年了。。。当然也想了这许多。。。。。。
人,当然也踏实了。。。除了是因为自己必须要有所承担,同时也了解了没有人是能够随心所欲的做任何事情的,除非你愿意做一个不负责任、自私自利的人!

这一年,自己想了许多,自然也决定了许多!
人,不能拥有太多的东西,反之在失去无法承受那一种的空洞。。。

未来的日子,我无法掌握...但是我想要把握着现在这一刻,因为这是我唯一能够拥有的.
既然自己已经决定将责任揽上身,就不能有所后悔!
要做,就做到底...

平平凡凡的生活,也是最棒的幸福!





总是觉得照片里的自己好漂亮!我,爱上了这样的自己...是自恋么?
哦!!!不...不...只是因为曾听过"只要爱自己的人,才有能力去爱他人"

Wednesday, December 26, 2007

<東京タワー オカンとボクと、時々、オトン>第二回の感賞

久しぶりよ!
そのドラマは今まで見ることをあった、唯一つの理由が時間がないよ!!!

第二回も見た、勿論泣いていました。
今回はオカンの言葉も自分の人生に気につけます。

雅さんの大学生活はやはり終わりましたね!
彼はやっぱり厭だ子供でした。
母はいつも仕事をした、かれはいつも自分の生活をした。

しかし、母も彼の決めることを賛成した。

大感動のところーーーー雅さんは家のrefrigeratorの開いて時、その場所に多い食べ物をありました。
いいじゃないか。

母の愛は勿論深いね!!!!


The life in city really made peoples dizzy...trapped in chasing the life style, the food, the love too!
But, the son forgot that the desire is uncountable...
we will change ourselves in the silent way, sometimes we may not notice the changes.

Mother get injured in the hometown but still don't want the son to worry, and while the son fell to sick, she just rushed to the city for the son!

The touched part in this episod was when the son opened the fridge and saw it was full of food......I knew the concern from a mother is hard to show out, but the part really touched my bottom heart......

Mummy, I love you!

Monday, December 24, 2007

ただいま、マレーシャ!

After few days holiday, finally back to work and normal life......

Did nothing but just slow down the footsteps and met up with old old friend...took a breath to relax my mind, and start the future life again!

Stayed in aunt's house, had meal with mummy...sister......
there was no doubt that had our meal in aunt's house too!
Aunt is a great cook! Despite of the delicious food, but also the healthy food too......
Yummy!Yummy!Yummy!
for a long time, I never ate the tomato fried rice from her, however I got to taste it during the trip!

What's life?
C'est La Vie.
This is the answer......
A normal and simple life means a lot for everybody!

Wednesday, December 19, 2007

最害怕的人!

这是在《天下杂志》看见的一篇文章。。。
它,肯定了自己一直努力不懈的源头——知识之海,穷其一生都无法一手掌握,只有毫无止境的吸收、学习!



不知何時開始,我害怕閱讀的人。就像我們不知道冬天從哪天開始 ,只會感覺夜的黑,越來越漫長。

我害怕閱讀的人,一跟他們談話,我就像一個透明的人,蒼白的腦袋無法隱藏。我所擁有的內涵是什麼?不就是人人能脫口而出 ,遊盪在空氣中最通俗的認知嗎?像心臟在身體的左邊,春天之後是夏天 ,美國總統是世界上最有權力的人。 但閱讀的人在知識裡遨遊 ,能從食譜論及管理學、八卦週刊講到社會趨勢, 甚至空中躍下的貓 ,都能讓他們對建築防震理論侃侃而談。相較之下,我只是一台在mp3世代的錄音機:過氣,無法調整。我最引以為傲的論述,恐怕只是他多年前書架上某本書裡的某段文字。而且,還是不被螢光筆畫線註記的那一段。

我害怕閱讀的人。當他們閱讀時,臉就藏匿在書後面。書一放下,就以貴族王者的形象在我面前閃耀,舉手投足都是自在的風采。讓我明暸,閱讀不只是知識,更是魔力。他們是懂美學的牛頓。懂人類學的梵谷。懂孫子兵法的甘地。血液中充滿答案,越來越少的問題能讓他們恐懼 。彷彿站在巨人的肩膀上,習慣俯視一切。那自信從容,是世界上最好看的一張臉。

我害怕閱讀的人,因為他們很幸運:當眾人擁抱孤獨,或被寂寞所擁抱時,他們的生命卻毫不封閉,不缺乏朋友的忠實、不缺少安慰者的溫柔,甚至連互相較勁的對手,都不至匱乏。他們一翻開書,有時會因心有靈犀,而大聲讚嘆。有時又會因立場不同而陷入激辯,有時會獲得勸導或慰藉。這一切毫無保留,又不帶條件,是帶親情的愛情,是熱戀中的友誼。一本一本的書,就像一節一節的脊椎,穩穩的支持著閱讀的人。你看,書一打開,就成為擁抱的姿態,這一切,不正是我們畢生苦苦尋找的嗎?

我害怕閱讀的人,他們總是不知足。有人說,女人學會閱讀,世界上才冒出婦女問題,也因為她們開始有了問題,女人更加讀書。就連愛因斯坦;這個世界上智者中的最聰明者,臨終前都曾說:「我看我自己,就像一個在海邊玩耍的孩子,找到一塊光滑的小石頭,就覺得開心。後來我才知道自己面對的,還有一片真理的大海,那沒有盡頭。」。讀書人總低頭看書,忙著澆灌自己的飢渴,他們讓自己是敞開的桶子,隨時準備裝入更多、更多、更多。而我呢?手中抓住小石頭,只為了無聊地打水漂而已。有個笑話這樣說:人每天早上起床,只要強迫自己吞一隻蟾蜍,不管發生什麼,都不會再害怕。我想,我快知道蟾蜍的味道。

我害怕閱讀的人,我祈禱他們永遠不知道我的不安,免得他們會更輕易的擊垮我,甚至連打敗我的意願都沒有。我如此害怕閱讀的人,因為他們的榜樣是偉人,就算做不到,退一步也還是一個,我遠不及的成功者。我害怕閱讀的人,他們知道 「 無知」在小孩身上才可愛,而我已經是一個成年的人。我害怕閱讀的人,因為大家都喜歡有智慧的人。我害怕閱讀的人,他們能避免我要經歷的失敗。我害怕閱讀的人,他們懂得生命太短,人總是聰明的太遲。我害怕閱讀的人,他們的一小時,就是我的一生

我害怕閱讀的人,

尤其是,還在閱讀的人。

Tuesday, December 18, 2007

Again! When is the time to free me?

Stii in the enjoying mood for tomorrow trip to southern peninsular, however just received a sms in the morning and rise the worries once again!
Wondering when is the period for me to be free?
Now? Tomorrow? Unknown future?

Sometimes, how I wish I want to be an irresponsible person since carried too much burden at the previous time!

Someone told me before,

"Don't always say you're a coward! In fact, you're brave enough! Take the responsible up needs more bold than avoid the problem and sweep it under the carpet!"

I knew this was the truth but who else will knows how suffer and hard to bear the burden!
How pain!!!
How distress!!!
How ... how ... ... until I unable to come out any word to express the bottom part of sorrow!!!!!!

Want to cry out, want to let the tears weep......
just I can't do that......


小女生大氣度

有一對小姐妹每天放學後,一定會一起到我們的便利商店光顧,因為這對姐妹乍看之下與其他人並無不同,甚至普通到讓人過目即忘,直到我見識到她們之間相處模式那一刻開始。

這個姐姐的外表看來文文靜靜,但脾氣卻異常火爆,每次到店裡來,總會看見她嚴厲的 對妹妹進行「機會教育」, 最常聽見的有;
「妳是笨蛋嗎?這個快要到期了,還拿。」 要不然就是:
「妳是白癡呀!明明寫買一送一,妳還只拿一個。」更狠的還有:
「妳這隻豬,金額超過了妳不會算嗎?」等等之類的。

那個挨罵的妹妹,居然一聲也不吭的就任由姐姐罵,還依然氣定神閒的挑選她想要的東西,且絲毫不受影響。

某天又到了放學時間,但令人意外的是這天只有妹妹一個人 來,我見那個潑辣的姐姐不在,於是便和她聊起天來。

「妹妹,今天怎麼只有妳一個人?」我問。
「姐姐感冒了,所以請假。」妹妹朝我一笑,樣子相當可愛。
「我覺得妳姐姐好兇喔!」我試探性的表示。
「還好啦!不要理她就好了。」妹妹在賣場逛著,神情相當愉快。
「可是她每天都那樣罵妳,妳不生氣嗎?」我好奇的問。
「愛生氣的人是她又不是我,而且被罵一下又不會痛。」妺妹嘟嘟嘴道。

是嗎?小小年紀居然可以這麼豁達,真是不可思議,反觀自己,也許是從小就養尊處優慣了,

所以現在才會稍微被責備一下就難過得想死,吃了點虧就非得要據理力爭不可,在精神層面她真是比我強太多了.......

「阿姨,我要買這個。」妹妹拿著一支冰棒到櫃檯來結帳了,我一看正好是促銷品,於是對她道:
「妹妹,這個現在買一送一喔!妳可以再去拿一支。」

我以為她的反應一定和其他小朋友一樣,先是眼睛一亮然後滿心歡喜,不料她卻對我說:

「可是我現在只想吃一支就好,另外一支就送給別人好了。」說完對我揮揮手便走了。

看著妹妹一蹦一跳的離去,我忽然有很深的感觸,這個小女孩太特別了,甚至讓我覺得在某方面我必須向她學習。

挨罵,她可以不在意;
多的,她也不貪心;
如果有人都能以這麼簡單、純真的心來面對這世界,我想紛爭與悲劇應該就可以終止了吧!


一個人的快樂,不是因為他擁有的多,而是因為他計較的少。

要恢復赤子之心..........我們都還要多多努力耶!!


Saw this e-mail after wrote the feeling blog, something really inspired me!
Don't care about being scolded by people.
Don't greed into things that did not belong to us.

I like the meaning of the article the most!
Don't care too much on the failure, painful, just be yourself!

Thursday, December 13, 2007

Shaked along the way...

sometimes you just can't avoid the bad luck, just like what happened on me this morning, while I was on my way to the office!

I did my responsibity as a polite driver even in the bumper to bumper situation. However it is true that if you're in the bad luck!
Two motorcyclists rushed their ways on the road, twisting here and there, and yet finally met up their destination!
They bang each other and caused my smart hubby injured too!!!
My hubby's body beig scratched few obvious scars!!!!

When I heard the bang sound, I was in the shocked! Never think twice, I put the double signals and stopped my hubby at the road side!
I can't find any injure at that moment but my heart really got the shocked...seemed like taking my breath away......
all along the way to office, my heart just beating abnormally......

anyhow, it seemed to be calm again!
just I felt little bit of heartache since my hubby's outlook being hurt even through that was not my fault!!!

:(

Sunday, December 09, 2007

I swear never go to that PIZZA HUT again!!!

Just back from dinner...but I get all the anger in my stomach......
However, I ate all the stuffs also since I was hungry!!!

1)the service not so good
2)the waiting period just too long
3)the food seemed like too cold
4)...
5)......
6).........
7)............

well the final word I managed to give is I don't ever enter that PIZZA HUT again!!!
OPS!forgot to say the restaurant which located along JALAN GENTING KLANG!!!

Saturday, December 08, 2007

ENCHANTED

I remembered the black couple's words after decided remain their marriage rather than gave up!

There is hard time and happy time during our life, human being not necessary will give up anything due to the hardship that we faced. It was because there is sweet time walked along with the hard time too.
Don't we give up easily just because of the hardship?


1,True Love's Kiss

Giselle: When you meet the someone who was meant for you
Before two can become one there is something we must do
Animal: Do you pull each others tails?
Animal: Do you feed each other seeds?
Giselle: No, there is something sweeter everybody needs
I've been dreaming of a true love's kiss
And a prince I'm hoping comes with this
That's what brings everaftering so happy
And that's the reason we need lips so much
Four lips are the only things that touch
So to spend a life of endless bliss
Just find who you love through true love's kiss

Giselle: aaaaa aaaaa aaaaaaaaaaaa
Animals: aaaaa aaaaa aaaaaaaaaaaa

Animals: Shes been dreaming of a true love's kiss
And a prince she's hoping comes with this
That's what brings everaftering so happy
And that's the reason we need lips so much
Four lips are the only things that touch

Giselle: So to spend a life of endless bliss
Just find who you love through true love's kiss

Edward: You're the fairest maid I've ever met
You were made...
Giselle: ...to finish your duet
Giselle and Edward: And in years to come we'll reminisce
Edward: How we came to love
Giselle: And grow and grow love
Everyone: Since first we knew love through true love's kiss



2,Happy Working Song

All right everyone, time to tidy things up

Come my little friends
As we all sing a happy little working song
Merry little voices clear and strong
Come and roll your sleeves up
So that we can pitch in
Cleaning crud up in the kitchen
As we sing along

And you’ll trill a cheery tune in the tub
As we scrub a stubborn mildew stain
Lug a hairball from the shower drain
To the gay refrain
Of a happy working song

We’ll keep singing without fail
Otherwise we’d spoil it
Hosing down the garbage pail
And scrubbing up the toilet
Ooh!

How we all enjoy letting loose with a little
La-da-da-dum-dum
While we’re emptying the vacu-um
It’s such fun to hum
A happy working song
Oo-ooh
A happy working song

Oh, how strange a place to be
Till Edward comes for me
My heart is sighing
Still, as long as I am here
I guess a new experience
Could be worth trying
Hey! Keep drying!

You could do a lot when you got
Such a happy little tune to hum
While you’re sponging up the soapy scum
We adore each filthy chore
That we determine
So friends even though you’re vermin
We’re a happy working song

Singing as we fetch the detergent box
Or the smelly shirts and the stinky socks
Sing along
If you cannot sing then hum along
As we’re finishing our happy working song!

Ah...wasn’t this fun?



3,That's How You Know


Giselle:
How does she know you love her?
How does she know she's yours?

Man:
How does she know that you love her?

Giselle:
How do you show her you love her?

Both:
How does she know that you really, really, truely love her?
How does she know that you love her?
How do you show her you love her?
How does she know that you really, really, truely love her?

Giselle:
It's not enough to take the one you love for granted
You must remind her, or she'll be inclined to say...
"How do I know he loves me?"
(How does she know that you love her?
How do you show her you love her?)
"How do I know he's mine?"
(How does she know that you really, really, truely love her?)

Well does he leave a little note to tell you you are on his mind?
Send you yellow flowers when the sky is grey? Heyy!
He'll find a new way to show you, a little bit everyday
That's how you know, that's how you know!
He's your love...

Man:
You've got to show her you need her
Don't treat her like a mind reader
Each day do something to need her
To believe you love her

Giselle:
Everybody wants to live happily ever after
Everybody wants to know their true love is true...
How do you know he loves you?
(How does she know that you love her?
How do you show her you need her?)
How do you know he's yours?
(How does she know that you really, really, truely-)

Well does he take you out dancin' just so he can hold you close?
Dedicate a song with words in
Just for you? Ohhh!

All:
He'll find his own way to tell you
With the little things he'll do
That's how you know
That's how you know!

Giselle:
He's your love
He's your love...

That's how you know
(la la la la la la la la)
He loves you
(la la la la la la la la)
That's how you know
(la la la la la la la la)
It's true
(la la la la la)

Because he'll wear your favorite color
Just so he can match your eyes
Rent a private picnic
By the fires glow-oohh!

All:
His heart will be yours forever
Something everyday will show
That's how you know
(That's how you know)
That's how you know
(That's how you know)
That's how you know
(That's how you know)
That's how you know
(That's how you know)
That's how you know
(That's how you know)
That's how you know
(That's how you know)
That's how you know!

Giselle:
He's your love...

Man:
That's how she knows that you love her
That's how you show her you love her

Giselle:
That's how you know...
That's how you know...
He's your love...



4,So Close

You’re in my arms
And all the world is calm
The music playing on for only two
So close together
And when I’m with you
So close to feeling alive

A life goes by
Romantic dreams will stop
So I bid mine goodbye and never knew
So close was waiting, waiting here with you
And now forever I know
All that I wanted to hold you
So close

So close to reaching that famous happy end
Almost believing this was not pretend
And now you’re beside me and look how far we’ve come
So far we are so close

How could I face the faceless days
If I should lose you now?
We’re so close
To reaching that famous happy end
And almost believing this was not pretend
Let’s go on dreaming for we know we are
So close
So close
And still so far



5,Ever Ever After


Ever Ever After

Storybook endings
Fairy tales coming true
Deep down inside
We wanna believe they still do
In our secretest heart
Its our favorite part of the story
Let's just admit we all wanna make it to

Ever ever after
If we just don't get it our own way
Ever ever after
It may only be a wish away

Start a new fashion
Wear your heart on your sleeve
Sometimes you reach what's realest by making believe
Unafraid, Unashamed
There is joy to be claimed in this world
You even might wind up being glad to be you

Ever ever after
Though the world will tell you its not smart
Ever ever after
The world can be yours if you let your heart believe in ever after

No wonder your heart feels its flying
Your head feels its spinning
Each happy ending's a brand new beginning
Let yourself be enchanted
You just might break through to

Ever ever after
Forever could even start today
Ever ever after
Maybe its just one wish away
Your ever ever after

Ever Ever Ever After

oh Ever Ever After



15,That's Amore

In Napoli where love is king
When boy meets girl here's what they say

When the moon hits you eye like a big pizza pie
That's amore
When the world seems to shine like you've had too much wine
That's amore
Bells will ring ting-a-ling-a-ling, ting-a-ling-a-ling
And you'll sing "Vita bella"
Hearts will play tippy-tippy-tay, tippy-tippy-tay
Like a gay tarantella

When the stars make you drool just like a pasta fazool
That's amore
When you dance down the street with a cloud at your feet
You're in love
When you walk down in a dream but you know you're not
Dreaming signore
Scuzza me, but you see, back in old Napoli
That's amore

(When the moon hits you eye like a big pizza pie
That's amore
When the world seems to shine like you've had too much wine
That's amore
Bells will ring ting-a-ling-a-ling, ting-a-ling-a-ling
And you'll sing "Vita bella"
Hearts will play tippy-tippy-tay, tippy-tippy-tay
Like a gay tarantella

When the stars make you drool just like a pasta fazool)
That's amore
(When you dance down the street with a cloud at your feet
You're in love
When you walk down in a dream but you know you're not
Dreaming signore
Scuzza me, but you see, back in old Napoli)
That's amore
Lucky fella

When the stars make you drool just like a pasta fazool)
That's amore
(When you dance down the street with a cloud at your feet
You're in love
When you walk down in a dream but you know you're not
Dreaming signore
Scuzza me, but you see, back in old Napoli)
That's amore, (amore)
That's amore

Thursday, December 06, 2007

<東京タワー オカンとボクと、時々、オトン>第一回の感賞

どうして私の涙を流していますか。正しい理由は本当に分かりません。でも、自分の母を思ういました。このドルマのスートリは私の現実が似ています。

中学校から、私は母だけ生きています。それから、その番組は見ながら、自分の記憶も解放されたいます。どう何悲しみとか、苦しみとか、全部で二人で解決した。

マーさんの夢は東京の美術大学へ行きたい。四年前、私も国立大学へ入りたいと、もし入りません、勉強の機会もないでした。だから、そのときは一つのこと注意した。それは大学に勉強の機会でした。

最後、マーさんは自分の夢をもちろん実現しています。彼は東京へ行くことをします。どころで、自分の大学機会を持っていました。だけど、夢を達成しました。

マーさんとオカンの関係はいつも親しいでしたよ。何の口論があったら、その親しみな絆をたぶん中断しながったです。彼は東京に着いたら、オカンとの意味がある話すはーーーー

「東京でどうやってします。」
そのとき、東京中心は、いいや、日本中心は東京タワー見た。
「輝くタワーを見たり、活発な都市にいっていますよ」

母の愛はいつでも止めないでしょう。それで神様は母に責任がされた、皆さん賛成しますか。

I knew i definitely will come out with tears if I start to watch the drama and it was so accurate for expectation!What was the main reason for my non-stop tears?I not really can figure out.
However I really think of my love----my mom!!!
The storyline of the drama just so similiar with my situation.

From secondary school, I stay with mom. That's why when I watched the show, my memory bank started unlock...
No matter what we faced, the hardship, the pain, both of us solved together.

MA san's dream was study uni in Tokyo. I faced the same problem four years ago.If failed to enter uni,that's means I will lose the further study chance. Hence, I only managed to pay attention on the only thing, yet to further study!

No matter how, the first episode of the story I found that both the mother and son looked the shining Tokyo Tower which leading the future path......

Wednesday, December 05, 2007

东京铁塔——老妈,有时还有老爸

对于这一部电影,我,知道一定会让自己痛哭流泪。。。。。。
因为妈妈是生命中多么重要的一个人呐!!!!

还没有机会观赏这一部电影,但是却有机会能够观赏电视剧;那一种感动还是如一的吧!!!
之前的《在世界中心呼唤爱》、《一公升眼泪》的电影、电视版都一一看过了,泪水不自觉地落了下来。。。

当然是非常感动!
因为自己还是能够哭一场、流泪一场。。。

在还未开始观赏这部连续剧、电影时,我的心底已经充满了感动处处。。。热血充斥着。。。。。。
我知道,母亲是无法被取代的。。。一辈子都是!


这是电影版的歌曲——《东京にもあったんだ》 《东京也有》。



福山雅治 - 东京にもあったんだ
作词:福山雅治
作曲:福山雅治
编曲:福山雅治/服部隆之


东京にもあったんだ
こんなキレイな夕阳が
うれしいな 君に见せたいな
君は元気かな

东京にもあったんだ
こんなキレイな月が
うれしいな 君も见てるかな
君に逢いたいな

いま以上 自分以上に
なりたかったんだよ
急いで 急いで…
胜つために覚えたこと
この街のルールに
少しだけ染まったよ

お愿いだ 涙は隠さないでくれ
お愿いだ 心は失くさないでくれ

ほら ごらん 一绪にさがしてた
明日に仆はまだ走ってるんだよ

东京にもあったんだ
こんなキレイな夜空が
おかしいね 涙こぼれてる
君に逢いたいな

ときどき忙しすぎて
仆に迷ったり 君にも怒ったり
生きるために伤付くこと
この街のルールに
もう少し 逆らうよ

お愿いだ 涙は隠さないでくれ
お愿いだ 心は失くさないでくれ

ありがとう 一绪に泣いてくれた
君はね 青春のゴールだったよ

ねえ わかってたんだよ
ねえ わかってたんだよ
わかってるんだよ…

东京にもあったんだ
こんなキレイな夜明けが
うれしいな 君に见せたいな
君は元気かな




东京也有,这样美丽的夕阳阿
好高兴啊
多希望你也能看到……
近来一切还好吧

东京也有,这样美丽的月亮阿
好高兴啊
也许你也正在仰望夜空吧!
多希望能见到你!

总想超越今天的自己
于是我不停的向前奔跑……
为了掌握明天而学到的东西
哪怕只是一点点
也已将这城市的基调改变

就算是我的请求,不要把眼泪都往心里流
就算是我的请求,不要丢弃那个最初的你

呶,你看
我们曾经一起寻求的梦想,
如今的我还是朝着那个方向在不停奔跑阿

东京也有,这样美丽的夜空
好奇怪啊
眼泪忍不住的流了出来
多希望能再见到你

有时候,只是我们都太忙了
忙得烦乱,忙得浮躁
为了生存而受的伤
与这个城市的基调
更加不相称了

就算是我的请求,不要把眼泪都往心里流
就算是我的请求,不要丢弃那个最初的你

谢谢你,曾经一起陪我哭泣
你啊,你就是我青春的目标阿

东京也有,这样美丽的早晨阿
好高兴啊
多希望你也能看到……
近来一切还好吧

Tuesday, December 04, 2007

インド系マレーシア人5000人以上と警察部隊が衝突

南国新聞シートから

警察から集会・デモの許可を得られなかったにもかかわらず、英国植民地時代のマラヤ(現マレーシア)にインド人が連行され強制的に働かされたことに対する補償を英国政府に求める運動を起こした非政府組織、ヒンズー権利行動隊(Hindraf)が25日に在クアラルンプール英国高等弁務官事務所(大使館に相当)の外で集会・デモを決行した。5000人(警察発表)~1万人(主催者発表および外国メディアの推定)が集まった。これに対して警察は、あくまでも非合法集会であるとの立場から裁判所から解散命令をとったうえで解散を命じた。集会・デモ参加者が自主的な解散を拒んだため、警察は催涙弾を発射、放水車を使って実力行使に出たうえ、デモ参加者240人以上を逮捕した。デモ参加者の中には警察官や警察車両を攻撃、火焔瓶を投げて車の窓を割るなどの行動で反撃する者も出、双方に負傷者が出たもようだ。
 
この結果、警察が車両の進入を禁止するブロックを築いたこともあり、集会・デモが実施されたクアラルンプール市内の中心街は一時廃墟のようになった。
 
また集会・デモの主催者は当初、インド系マレーシア人への28兆リンギの補償支払い要求に対するエリザベス女王の仲裁を求める10万人の署名入り請願書を在クアラルンプール英国高等弁務官事務所に提出する予定だったが、警察との衝突による混乱で提出できないままに終わった。
 
このデモに関してアブドラー首相兼国内治安相は、「状況が暴力的になる可能性があったので、公共治安と安全を維持するため警察は非合法集会を解散させるために強硬な措置をとらざるを得なかった」と強調した。
 
なお、この非合法集会に先がけて警察は23日、Hindrafのメンバーであるウタヤクマール、ウェイタモーシー、ガネパティ・ラオの3弁護士を、11月16日におこなわれた集会で憎悪を煽るような扇動的発言をおこなったとして、扇動取締法に基づいて逮捕し起訴していた。
 
またクアラルンプールでは10日にも野党が支援する「クリーンで公正な選挙を求める連合」が1万人規模の無許可集会とデモを実施したことから、警察が催涙弾と放水車を使って集会・デモを解散させる措置をとったばかりだった。

Monday, December 03, 2007

誰排斥各源流學校並存?

载自《星洲日报》之《言路》
雅易

配合哈古樂華小開幕,教育部長希山說了一番深得民心,特別是關心華淡小前途的華印族人民的話。部長說,在這多元種族的國家裡,從獨立至今各源流學校已成為社會發展的一部份,因此各造必須以積極及開明的態度接受各源流學校的存在,並把這些學校視為我國一個強勁的教育體系。

《星洲日報》封面大字標題報導相關新聞,副題是:教長:不排斥華淡小。正題加引號為:“請接受各源流學校存在”。

“請接受各源流學校存在”的呼籲對象,是否也針對華印族?如果是,教長未免多此一舉。華印族一向努力爭取本身的母語教育,希望能夠與其他源流學校並存,絕對不可能排斥國民學校。無庸置疑,華印族肯定會“以積極及開明的態度檢接受各源流學校的存在”。

誰會排斥國民學校?各族都不會。誰會排斥華淡小?相信教長心裡有數。

只要教長本身決心“以積極及開明的態度來接受各源流學校的存在,並把這些學校視為我國一個強勁的教育體系”,並且付諸實際行動,坐言起行,國小固然前途無量,華淡小有幸也被納入國家強勁的教育體系之內,華印族群勢必額手稱慶。

我们不知道自己丑陋!

载自《东方日报》之《八方论见》
风信子


‘马来西亚’华人不是‘中国’人,因此你我都可以说台湾作家柏杨的《丑陋的中国人》并不是指向大马华人;可是你我却清楚得知道柏扬的这一本书实际上来说就是在对中华民族的劣根性来一个棒头之喝,所以大马华人终究还是躲不过自己同样属于中华民族一员的事实!

书中简介的其中一句话:‘我们的丑陋,来自我们不知道自己丑陋。’大马华人对于这一句话的真实性,心底早已经有了一个谱,但是要华人认认真真地承认你我的‘丑陋’毕竟还是一件不可能的任务啊!

理由是再简单不过,因为人类从来就不会对自己的‘丑陋’有所警觉的,当然也可以解说成由于眼睛是长在向外的方向,所以无法看清眼睛后的‘真面目’!柏杨先生将书籍名称标签为《丑陋的中国人》,主要不外乎他本身是一名‘中国人’(这里的定义为中华民族的一分子),因此怀着‘大义灭亲’的心态点出‘中国人’的丑陋。

基于‘中国人’的丑陋多得恒河沙数,数都数不尽,笔者实在无法一一的点出来;大马华人自不会逃脱‘零丑陋’的境界,毕竟大马华人或多或少都与‘中国’尚有些渊源吧!

对于大马华人的通病与弊端当然也是不胜其数的,但是笔者觉得《丑陋的中国人》一书简介的那一句话“我们的丑陋,来自我们不知道自己丑陋”就能够表示其精髓了!

由于历史缘由的关系,造就了中华民族在世界各地的流动量是频密的,所以有了处处都能见着中华民族足迹的现象。正因此,华人的命运在某种程度上来说是与流浪世界的民族——犹太族群有相似的地方,这也许就能够解释出华人的‘不知自己丑陋一面’!

因为自诩为‘优秀’民族,所以模糊了应该‘自谦’,兼且‘肯定他人努力’的美德。

因为自觉自己是高人一等的,所以可以忽略他人同样拥有超越自己的能力;人的本性总不外乎‘贬低他人、抬高自己’的看家本色,大马华人自对此事不逞多让啊!

我们不知道自己的丑陋,所以只看见他人的丑陋,于是拼了老命一般的攻击、抨击他人;可是我们却忘了自己也是一样丑陋的、甚至比他人更加的丑陋!内心深处的那一个自我是绝不会承认自己何其丑陋,所以反射性动作自是先出手攻击为妙,因为这是自保的一种方式。

笔者必须怀着大义灭亲、冷酷无情的心情来点破华人的最大障碍,那是怀着心中淌血的心情来指出自个儿民族的缺陷,明知不可为,却依然得为之啊!

只是,本着‘打是疼、骂是爱’的想法,笔者始终还是希望大马华裔能够秉持‘严己宽人’的态度来生活;无论是政、经、文、教各个不同领域,都应该承认自己的‘丑陋’,不要一直生活在自己狭隘的空间,成为名正言顺的丑陋‘中国人’!

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